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Everything is going wonderfully. I never update anymore :[. I'm such a bag of douche lol.

There's a Matches show in Las Vegas next month, my friend Jenna and her mom, Diane (who is the most awesomest mom ever) is going and Christian might go. I can't because they're flying there and my parents are boobs, so I'mma be bored that Sunday. I gotta find something to do.

But on May 18th, Christian and a few friends of ours are going to a japanese punk band show.

Fuckin' Christian, he's gone to sooo many shows when I've only been to...4 really shitty local shows and 5 other actually good shows. 9 shows in my whole life, and he used to go to them every weekend.

I wish I had friends like that :[ but I met Jenna through him and Jenna is always going to shows. Maybe I just wasn't cut out for them. Oh well, sucks to be me and I'mma live with it. Some people haven't gone to any shows.
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If you had me alone...locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you do with me? Posts may be anonymous because it's a secret. Then repost this in your LJ -- or don't. You might be surprised with the responses you get.

"Don't Call It a Comeback"

I stole this idea from so_grood (hope you don't mind :]). I'm making this post public. What you do, is make sure you comment annoymously and tell me what you think about me. I mean, TRULY think of me. Don't be shy!!! I won't know who you are :]
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Argh! I'm like totalling betraying my livejournal! I'm sorry guys!!!!!!!!!!!

Today I went to work out for like the 1st time in months lol. I gained like 3 pounds. Now I have to lose 8 to be at my healthy weight again. :] lol Oh well, I can do it! It'll take about a month but whatever lol.

My attitude about everything has been so much better. Remember a long time ago and my weight? I was totally emo lol. My attitude towards Joey is better too. :] Me and him are really good friends and holy shit I haven't called Joe in days!!!!! Argh :[ Oh well, I'll call him after I write this :]

Oh and Junior Prom is on June 3rd. I asked Joey if he wanted to come down and go with me, but the only reason we'd go would be to ruin it lol. They play such shitty music at the dances :] lol. Joey's coming down to see me in a month/month in a half. I'm really excited! Well at least that's when he said he'd probably have enough money. I'm gonna talk to Brandon and everything but the sucky thing is, is I can't "get" with him until I see Joey. Why? Joey's...Joey lol. We both know we'll try to do things with each other and then that'll mean I cheated on Brandon. Plus he doesn't even know me yet so I've got awhile. I'm almost for sure I'll see Brandon in summer school :[ lol. So anyway...

I have nothing interesting about me going on in my life right now.

By the way, "Tear You Apart" by She Wants Revenge is such an amazing song! I ♥ it!!!!!!!!!!